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I was recently taken advantage (raped) of by one of friends boyfriends. (rohypnol). I have laid charges against him and he is out on bail. The semen matches and he is guilty! Everyone is talking about me at varsity, and his friends are verbally abusing me. Even my friends are starting to back off. Its not like its easy without this sh1t already. Im on antiretrovirals, antidepressants, seeing councelors, psycologists, police, getting tested. W.T.F.? I hate going to varsity now! Why is everyone being so heartless? Why?

After a tooth infection, I awoke the next morning to find that cigarettes did not taste right and I had actually lost the craving for them. Later in the day I realized I was not thirsty or hungry and have never been since. Then I found out that all my interests had gone away as well as my motivation to do ANYTHING, but I was not depressed. As a matter of fact I could not cry no matter how hard I tried and could not really laugh either. Then I found that medicine and drugs DO NOT AFFECT ME AT ALL. Even with massive toxic doses sleeping pills and other medicines have no effect on me. I can never feel drowsy, no matter how many sleeping pills or other tranquilizers I take(xanax, antidepressants etc.). I lay down at nite and eventually get to sleep but awake feeling just as I did when I went to bed. My life has went to nothing and all the doctors either do not know anything and offer little help or they do not take me seriously. If you can help me to understand this hell please do!